Do You Remember?

I once told you
I am afraid I will remember 
For years, decades or a lifetime
After the inevitable ending

I wonder if you still remember me, now

Sometimes, I hope you will never be happy
And find another
So you will regret
Walking away from me

If I had a say to choose
Which ending we could have had
I would choose the one with cursing
Or humiliation 

Not the one with tears
Nor the words 'I Love You'

H.

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